Self Destruct

Every quarter around week 8 i usually go into self destruct mode where i get really lazy and i dont get any work done. And i usually take my days off from school around the 8th week as well. This week is that week.

Ive missed 2 classes this week. Im only a little afraid of how this will affect me later on this quarter. Only a little. I was up all night finishing a project that i didnt work on too much till last night. Im pretty happy with how it came out; which is kind of a foreign feeling to me, but i think i can get use to it.


If this gets put up at school, most likely it will end up in front of the ladies bathroom. Hawt.

Im thinking of starting a personal photo project. My concept for this personal photo project is taking a picture every hour on the hour. From when I wake up till i go to bed. I will take a picture of what ever I happen to be looking at when it turns to that hour. Ill probably do this for a week till ive taken all the exposure. The following week, ill do the same thing. Im not sure if i want to rewind the roll and take pictures using the same roll or start a new roll. We'll see. Basically my idea for this whole project is just to see 2 different weeks of my life and see the similarity or differences of those weeks. I think it would be neat to be able to compare the same hour but on different days.

So thats all.

All dressed up.

I was pretty set on eating an orange tonight. I think im gonna have to pencil that in for tomorrow.

I took some nyquil about 15 minutes ago. Its not doing anything. I want it to be my kryptonite so i can get some sleep. I have a mock interview tomorrow morning. I have to get dressed up and look a little important. I don't have any dress shoes though. Oh well, its only for pretend anyways. Maybe later we'll play house except we cant touch the floor because its lava. I hope so. *crosses fingers*

I got distracted watching youtube videos instead of writing an entry and i can feel the kryptonite.

so, kryptoNIGHT.

So it seems...

Today when i was leaving school, i checked the school's server and found some music. Bone Thugs n Harmony to be exact, well there were others, but this was the only one i was interested in really. So i went to the student store and bought some blank CDs and burned me 2 CDs full of Bone Thugs.

When I'm in my car i put one of the Bone Thugs CD in and about 4 seconds into the CD i just sit and laugh for a few minutes. I don't know why it was funny to me for some reason. Then i crashed into a tree and blew up.

I think i might be interested in a girl. She works in an art store. She takes my money in exchange for goods. She is in a band. She plays the drums. She is really cute and has a big smile. And she is cooking dinner for her boyfriend on valentines day, just like any other day. But it could possibly be salmon. And she is really cute and i like her hair cut.

But it's always my luck to be interested in girls who other guys are interested in first. I lose.

Valentines day is for lovers, salmon eating lovers.

Eye

Today i went to this place called Mr. Pete's Burgers. There was a Mexican lady who took my order and she had crossed eyes. Well only one of them were crossed, i think. I ordered Chicken strips and when i was ordering, i didnt know what to do. I wasn't sure whether i should look directly in her eyes because she might think i was being rude for staring or whether i should not look at her in the eyes but just in that general area; which also may seem rude because i'm not making eye contact. Well i went back and forth between eyes and general area.

To be honest i didn't know where she was looking when she looked at me...because of the eye thing.

Starting a new.

Hay sup.

Ive decided to start a new blog. Ive had a Xanga before, but those good times are over now. I want a new start and here it is. So i guess this is where i make an entry.

The last couple weeks I've been feeling pretty dumb. I'm a lot less witty and not as clever as i use to be and my brain forgets what my mouth wants to say. And because of this i tend to communicate some pretty awesome awkward silence. Except not awesome, but just plain awkward. I've also been fumbling my words a lot lately. It usually happens to people i'm not too familiar with, so maybe im just a little nervous? Maybe.

I have to buy a toy for my Intro to Packaging Class. I went to Target and picked up a small box of Legos. I love Legos, but what i really want to get is this Benjamin Franklin action figure i saw at some science toy store I was at last year. He came with a kite with a key on it. The key on the kite is actually the key to my heart -- One of the founding fathers of america? more like founding father of my love! I want it more for Novelty than anything else.

I have a midterm tomorrow. MORE LIKE madterm!

I know that in a few months when i come back and read this entry that i will hate myself just a little for saying something so dumb like madterm.

Im sorry future Tony.

Sincerely yours,
Past Tony

I should get some sleep.